I have spent the last several months stuck in a convoluted mire of past events. I keep trying to look forward and the past drags me back down, seemingly, on a daily basis. My writing has suffered, my creativity has been blown to bits.
Work and World of Warcraft have become my escape and so has sleep.
All I can do is keep looking forward. I have placed my problems at spiritual feet and have asked please, please just take care of this for a little while and let my mind and soul recoup.
As much as I would like to join the April blogging challenge again, I don't know if I should or even could. I am working on getting back into the swing of things. School and my job will end in 9 weeks or so for summer. I'm not stressed about the work. At that time, the family company should be up and running.
I am not writing this blog to complain or vent. Mostly just to get some of it out of my mind, to de-clutter so my thinking can become more clear. And, I admit, to make sure my blog account doesn't decide to give me the boot as well! I am optimistic in the fact that things will be resolved and I can continue down on the path I am meant to be on. I just have to take this side detour and make sure family members are on their true path because Lord knows they have strayed very, very far. Everything happens for a reason, though. That is my life motto. I just have yet to see the reason.